flashback

I never watch Grey's Anatomy, I watched the season finale from season 4 tonight, and I will never watch it again.
There was a scene where this guy started having seizures because he had a brain tumor.
And I suddenly realized I wasn't breathing, or moving, or anything, and then when I finally started breathing my eyes were watering.
Not crying. Just watering.
Disgusting.
Why watch medical shows when you have your own little lovely clips in your brain?