meltdown downtown

at first I was so angry.
and then I cried all the way home with karee on the phone.
Not because i was hurt, but because I was truly sad and frustrated.
I have a list of people I call when I'm upset. And i just keep calling them until one of them answers. Kind of like the meltdown lottery. "Who gets to listen to Susanna's emotional angst todayyyy?!?! YOU WIN!!!!"
What was I so upset about, you may ask.
Some windows stay shuttered.